I'm really going through my first bout of depression right now and it's led to me questioning my faith, thus as any sane human being would do, I did researched. I have researched so much lately and no matter how much I want to believe it's getting hard to right now. It's hard to explain, but I don't even know if I actually believe in God at the moment, or if I just want to so bad I justify it, but anyway, on to the reason for my post. So, say that I somehow make it out of this still believing in God, how do I not hate him? After leaving the perfect bubble of Christianity I've always lived in I took a moment to look around, and while searching for someone or something to cope with my crippling depression, I see how many other suffer with me. How can someone who "loves us all" possibly allow so many people to suffer so badly? It's socially perceived as inhumane to say someone deserves eternal suffering, but according to Christianity that is the reality for anyone who does not believe in God, who happens to create us and then abandon us, with no logical evidence of his existence. Not to mention the mass genocide from the great flood, this is unacceptable to me, and I don't know how I could ever see God in the same light, if I ever think of him as existing in the first place ever again.
Submitted January 11, 2017 at 09:25PM by Unknown
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