Through trials and tribulations, 2016 is the worst year of my entire life.
•had a very hard time landing a job that resulted in my quarter-life crisis
•felt alienated/left out by my Church people (cliques)
•mom's diagnosed with stage-4 cancer but after more than a month, she went to the Lord (she's a Christian and made a significant impact on my Faith in Jesus). She passed away last December.
By the grace of God, I got through all of this last year. But fast-forward to 2017, somehow while on Prayer and Fasting, I stopped believing to God for the impossible. My reason was, 100% of my faith goals last year weren't materialized what made sure that God would bring my faith goals to reality. And for some reason I became angry and very much frustrated with God. I always keep comparing myself with other people, especially those who are soaring with their chosen career/calling, while here I am, slowly losing my will to live. There are even times that I would pray to the Lord to take me HOME because I don't have this sense of direction, this sense of vision of my life right now.
Is it okay to be angry towards God? I know as Christians we shouldn't but I believe God knows what my heart is. Should I believe God for the restoration? For the impossible? I would like to know your insights about this..
Submitted January 14, 2017 at 06:31AM by Unknown











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