I have been disabled and not able to work all my life,, and I almost certainly will never be able to work in the future. I know that God doesn't hold my disabilities against me and He isn't mad that I don't work, but I've always felt guilty about this. I survive on my family and government benefits, and I wish so much that I could make a living on my own, but I can't. I feel that I somehow should work despite my reality, becuase it feels wrong that my family should support me completely while the rest of the world busts their butts every day to survive. I feel like I'm inferior to everyone else, even though I know this isn't my fault. This isn't a rational way of thinking, I know, and I'm getting better about being hard on myself, but the false guilt is still there. Can anyone relate to this? Thanks.
Submitted January 13, 2017 at 01:23PM by Unknown
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